Anticipation

It's the anticipation... approaching a time in your life where you know that decisions are going to be made that will judge how where your life takes you. It's the same feeling you get as you near the end of college, the unseen, as exciting as it can be... at times is unnerving. It's hard to really feel comfortable in a place that might be so temporary. Will I stay, will I go? I'm not sure but will welcome what comes my way. Although I will say that I'm still a bit lonely here, something that I thought would have left me by now. There are certain people I miss a lot, so much so that I'm beginning to wonder if that should weigh into these decisions that have to be made. Yet I have begun to make a place for myself here, I really enjoy work, and I'm getting along well with my "Frenchie." I'm not sure what life will bring me, but I'll play with the cards I've been dealt.