Today is my eleventh day in Montreal. I've started to develop a bit of a routine, but have yet to feel settled. It's hard knowing that I'll be moving again at the end of the month, harder still that I'm nervous about making a good impression... hoping that perhaps this won't end in December.
I'm feeling better about work, I was already really happy with the environment don't get me wrong, this is more of I'm feeling better about myself at work. I seem to be picking up 3Ds fairly well, I think it's more of the implementation that has got me worried. I've been doing just some busy work lately, but I'm definitely ok with it... It makes me feel productive... Like I'm actually contributing.
I won't lie, I've been feeling a bit lonely as of late... but I knew this was going to happen. It will all get better but for now I'm sort of alone. I'm not focusing on it though, I'm trying to give this place a chance. It's got potential, I just gotta meet some people maybe...
I will tell you one thing that's bothering me, the amount of homeless people. It's so hard because it not only happens all the time, but to walk by and not acknowledge a person just feels sort of wrong. For some reason I can't help but think of that boy in Langa (I think) who asked me for money. It makes me wonder about these people, do they have families somewhere? What is their story? Do you ever think that you might have met or known someone who might end up like that? Who knows? Not I, but I sure do think a lot.
Well this is just another night in for me... at least I brought my xbox =)
Later!
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